I do believe in GOD. Am I? Why don’t you act just like you believe Him? Why should there are much moments when you get fail again and again? Is it really right when you say that everything you do, you do it for Him? Really appreciate that.
Remember one lyrics, “don’t bring 'God’s name' in the way you get my heart, just use 'love'.”
Even I do not really understand what God is. Well, I really aware about how narrow our mind. I hate human. I hate to be human. I even don’t have any strong faith in trusting Him.
Actually, I have a moment when I do believe in God. I realize how close Him to me, even closer than my artery. Even in my pray, when I faced the ground, I fell Him. I turn my head down, I feel Him. I close my eyes, I see Him. I know He is watching when I sleep. I know he is coming when I call Him. I just, super-duper-miss Him...
Again, I miss Him. I mean, I really miss Him. I don’t know where He is.
Again, I made a mistake. I acted like He was NOWHERE. I hate to be human. But I still would rather choose to be human rather than an ANGLE without any awareness of God.
Remember one lyrics, “don’t bring 'God’s name' in the way you get my heart, just use 'love'.”
Even I do not really understand what God is. Well, I really aware about how narrow our mind. I hate human. I hate to be human. I even don’t have any strong faith in trusting Him.
Actually, I have a moment when I do believe in God. I realize how close Him to me, even closer than my artery. Even in my pray, when I faced the ground, I fell Him. I turn my head down, I feel Him. I close my eyes, I see Him. I know He is watching when I sleep. I know he is coming when I call Him. I just, super-duper-miss Him...
Again, I miss Him. I mean, I really miss Him. I don’t know where He is.
Again, I made a mistake. I acted like He was NOWHERE. I hate to be human. But I still would rather choose to be human rather than an ANGLE without any awareness of God.



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